sorry for my grammar everyone

It's hard for me to take responsibility for the action commited by others because all my

actions will and shall be dealt with my self not others that's my point. I think it just doesn't

sink in to my system yet, but I will try to fully understand my actions and decisions I've made

and

thinking about as well. For the past few days I'd see and meet new people, mingle with them

and start wondering do they have the same situation I'm in right now or not. I really can't

comprehend each time I think about what will happen...How I wish it's not too complicating as

it is. I envy those who are happy because they take full responsibility in the actions they have

done beacuse really it's their fault naman. If they only exist for that matter. as of now Let's see

 what will happen. Hopefully someone will have faith or not... i couldn't care less. needless to

say.all the things I have told you before is true and will always be. I'm just enjoying myself like

you did before, but I promise I wont be stupid enough to make things even more complicated.

It's difficult as it is right now.